SPEAK UP!

As much as i dislike seeing kids or women being abused, babies being killed because of stupid humans who don't take responsibility for their wrong doings and immature thinking, and also how the world is turning into something monsterious that God didn't create it to be, i too have to say that i dislike seeing senior citizens out there in the world doing labour jobs and also having to help clean offices or clean toilets and stuff.

That very first day, when i was working, i came across this poh poh, who comes every Monday to the office just to clean the toilets, vacuums the carpetted floor, throws rubbish and also wipes the table and glasses. How i dislike seeing senior citizens doing jobs like these. I know you do too. Aren't they suppose to be taken care of by their own children? They should be doing things like taking care of their grandchildren or resting or socializing with other senior citizens, not labour jobs. People just don't get it nowadays do they? Not to mention, early the next morning, I met the poh poh twice in the morning. I was eating breakfast in the morning with my mom in state and i saw her walking by. As she sat down with another poh poh, talking and all, i was a little happy watching them both. Yes, that is what they should be doing i told myself. Mom and I smiled and greeted them both as we walked to our car. I don't think she remembers me tho but that's okay. :)

Later that morning, i left with Aunty Winnie to the office and came upon the same poh poh again. This time, i saw her sitting at the bus stop waiting for the bus. I thought to myself, does she do that everyday? Does she go to other places to do it too? Where are her children? How come she is doing this? If she wants to do it, why doesn't her children stop her or even bother to drive her to the office or something? What humans are turning into nowadays? MONSTERS! How sad it is to see things like this. Really upsetting.

What do i plan to do about this when i grow up?

I really admire how South Korean treats Senior Citizens by building a place for them, just them. And i plan to do the same. I plan to build a place for senior citizens to enjoy. To be taken of. To be able to socialize and not do labour work and also to learn more about God. A peaceful place to dance, exercise, sing praises to God and just RELAX. :) I encourage you, and whoever who is reading this, please treat senior citizens well. For every little thing you do, you are doing it for God, the senior citizens and yourself. Put action to it and not just agree with what i'm saying. You can start by helping the senior citizens in church. You can easily help by getting them food after services, ask what do they want to eat or drink, help guide them to a place to sit or to their friends, help them to the car or anything else you can help with. You can also help the senior citizens home too. I think it's a very nice and warm thing to do to show our appreciation and how much we care about them. You can also start by taking care of your grandparents. Start small, don't rush. :) A little help goes a long way and i very much appreciate what you people are doing. Thank you all for reading, God bless. :)

-writtenwithlove-larissa :)

This lyrics means alot.
Check it out. :)

Before the world began,
you were on his mind,
and every tear you cry,
is precious in his eyes,
because of his GREAT LOVE,
he GAVE his only son,
everything was done so you an I would come.

Nothing you can do,
could make him love you more,
and nothing that you've done,
could make him close the door,
because of his great love,
he gave his only son,
everything was done so you and i would come.

Come to the father,
though your gift is small,
broken hearts, broken lives,
he will take them all,
the power of the word,
the power of his blood,
everything was done,
so you would come.

Jason Derulo - What If (OFFICIAL)

What If...?

~Jason Derulo~

What have i been doing?

Have been working at Aunty Winnie's office for about almost 5 days *including tomorrow*. I'm pretty much exhausted by carrying heavy boxes filled with files all day and also keying all the numbers into the comp. IT'S HARD LABOUR! :'( Luckily I'm not going back there after tomorrow. Phewww... *breathes out* but it's still gonna be a long day because practices for NOJ is BACK! Wheeee, am excited because that is where the FUN BEGINS! ;) I'm pretty upset Bue and PJ can't make it tho. Bue is not feeling well lately and PJ is all caught up in his basketball tournament. Please pray for both of them. For their health and safety. Thank you. :) And hopefully that they will be joining us for youth this Sat, Church on Sunday and also NOJ practice next week. Would be happy if we could all come as a family. :)

Hmmm...my shoulders are aching. I think i'm gonna have muscles. :( *which is not a good thing for us girls* :'( I have a few small tiny cuts on my hand and me bones are aching so badly. :/

Well, one thing about work tho, i didn't know that there are that many files in a office. :O Goshhh, mountains and mountains of them. :/ I've counted. I did....about 90+ boxes all together if i have not mistaken. PRETTY CRUAZZYYY HUH? Well, now i know that working is hard. It's a tough job! It's not fun when you have piles and piles of files to do. Appreciate for what we teenagers have now. All we have to do now is just study, take exams and meet new friends. :)but above all that, i think it is also a wonderful experience to be living in the life of work because it's actually my first time working and to be honest, I did have fun working with people elder than me and yes, i didn't know too that lawyers could be having as much fun as we do besides going to courts, looking through files and having to meet up with clients and stuff. They still are able to joke around, torture youngsters to do hard labour and also laugh at little tiny things happening around them. I guess having to be the youngest teen there, i was able to learn more from them and also to learn how working life is hard and that it's not easy to earn your own money. I guess being able to work with people helps you to get to know other people more. :) I also got to learn how to earn my own money and that i don't have to count of my parents now that i know how to be responsible and independent too. :) So there is always the good and the bad behind everything. :) Open your eyes and see what God has blessed you with because i know that he does everything for the best for us and i also do encourage us youngsters to work because as far as i can see it, many are doing it now. :) Learn from the best, it's okay if you make mistakes because no one is perfect. :)

I saw you smile today. :)

*Dedicated to someone. Wish you are reading this*

When God see's your face, there's not a thing that he would change, cause he loves you, just the way you are. And when you smile, he always stops and stares for a while, cause you are his and he loves you, just the way you are. :)

-writtenwithlove-larissa :)

I might say that i don't care but i still do miss you!

To be honest, i think i'm gonna be okay. You don't get me all confused and upset no more. No more tears, no more thinking about you and definitely no more BIG WAVES CRASHING DOWN IN ME! And i guess things happen for a reason right? Because God is in control and there's no way i can change things. Like i told you before, I really want to fix our relationship, i really do. You know you mean alot to me. You know you are my best guy friend. What did i ever do to you to make you do this?

I may say that i don't care about you no more, but deep down inside, i still do. You just don't know that but if thats what you want, then i won't do nothing no more.

But if you still need me, i will be there for you okay. :) *if this helps*

Now i'm just gonna let you and me cool down before talking to you again okay? Hope you will better after that cause i miss you.

-writtenwithlove-larissa :)

Hey people! Yes, i mean YOU! Caroling is on the way! Aren't you excited??! Well, i know i am! :D IT's GONNA BE A BLAST THIS CHRISTMAS and it's not long after youth camp! I know, i know, it's early to be saying this! NO, WAIT! NO IT'S NOT! We need to practice too you know! So come on, get up on your feet and move *not now, i meant tomorrow*. Heee...we got a few songs to sing and also lots of practices to be done! Our first practice will be tomorrow *means Saturday* right after youth class. Do come yeah! Heee...i tell you it's gonna be GREATTT! *triple "T's" means alot. And *points* YOUUU, definitely won't want to miss it! :) so remember to tell your parents NOT to come at 5.30 but 6.45 OKAY! :) and yes, if you want to, pick up the phone and call your youth teacher and say "yes, i'll be there!" :) I'm sure they will be very happy to hear that. :) Okay, see you buddies tomorrow yeah! Be there!

SERIOUSLY! NO KIDDING! ;)

-writtenwithlove-larissa :)

Chow Kah Hon: Fun! :D

Haha, what can i talk about fun? i don't know actually. I guess, if i want to have fun, i would like going skiing, parachuting, paragliding, banana boating, not bungy jumping of course! ermmm, skytrek again! :D yeah, that was fun. haha. yes, it would be nice to be able to do all those stuff. :) hehe. but it's pretty pricey huh? :(

Well, what do you think about fun? I think hanging out with friends and family is fun too. Going to camps, doing silly stuff or just being silly, having a blast joking around making funny jokes and all. haha. Those are fun too. :) Fun can be anywhere la right? It doesn't have to be something really BIGGGG to be called fun. :) playing with your little brother is fun too, when you don't fight. :) heeee...so yeah, i don't know what you want me to write about, but here's F.U.N! :D hehe.

-writtenwithlove-larissa :)

Casandra yong: Is it necessary for women to do households?

Well, it is actually a woman's job tho. I mean, guys or a husband are suppose to go out and do the tough jobs while us women are suppose to stay at home and babysit, clean the house, cook dinner and wait for the husband to come home. hehe. ohhh, and yes ching, talk on the phone with friends too if that helps. :P

mhmmm...but nowadays the world is changing so i think guys will be able to do household too. :) And yes, maybe this time the wife will be the one going out to work and the husband stay at home to babysit and stuff. Vice versa. :) hahah, and i know, guys will be like, goshhh, you're talking crap and all. Too bad, don't believe la. There are guys who do this okay. They are called MAN! :D

Girls go for this type wan lorr. hahah, because they are neat and that women think that they are really fortunate to have someone like them because they know that they can count on him to take care of them and also their family. :) heeee.... *swoons* sooo, there's no such thing as a no. Please la, you won't look gay okay if that's what some guys are thinking. ;)

-writtenwithlove-larissa :)

I believe in meeting someone and knowing in your heart "this is the one"

-writtenwithlove-larissa :)

I'm dreaming of a white christmas! ;)

Christmas is coming soon! Can't wait. :)

Every year, i have this little imagination of a little boy or girl, hanging up a star on top of their christmas tree and making a wish upon it. :) How nice is it to have wishes that do come true once in a while. heee...

When i was little, i believed that wishes do come true. *movies have gotten to me, i know* ;P hee...i believed that santa claus was real, that he actually comes down from chimneys and puts christmas presents under our christmas trees. haha. Now that i'm older enough to know that he is not real, i know that i;m that little girl no more.

What do i think about christmas now? I don't believe christmas is all about presents. It is the celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ. Yes, people do give presents to one another, but that's not the main point about Christmas. Presents are just adding joy to it i guess. :) or maybe it's all about giving and not about recieving. :) I mean, don't ask back for any because it's about the joy of Giving.

What do i wanna see this christmas? I want to invite my friends to Church this year to experience the meaning about Christmas and understand that the true meaning about christmas is not about presents. Yes, i agree that it is hard to invite non-christian friends to church. Some might say "i'm not free, sorry", some might say "my mom won't let me", some might say " I want to , but i'm going on vacation", and some might even actually say "sorry, i'm not interested". Well, whatever excuses they give, if we keep on trying, one day they will say, "yes, i would love to go" because they know that you care about them. And yes, if we don't try, how would we know if they want to come or not. God is happy and proud of us too because we take a chance to invite friends to come hear this message. Don't feel embarrassed to ask because God will give you wisdom and strength to do so. You won't regret it, trust me.

I know and understand that sometimes, when you want to invite your friends to an event or something, you feel embarassed that when they do come, the event ends up being terrible and un-organized. Yes, i do get that at times, but your friends will understand. It might not be the best night or day for them but deep down inside, i know that they appreciate it alot because you are willing to invite them eventhough things don't turn out right. That they know that you care about them alot. :) So please, do try to invite your friends, i'm sure they would love to say yes, And it will definitely be something new to them. :)

And if they don't say yes this time, try try again. Don't give up trying for when you try, one day their answers will be yes. :)

-writtenwithlove-larissa :)

What christmas looks like to me? :)

What am i thankful for?

I'm thankful for every good and bad thing God has given me because I know that i have been blessed enough by him and that others are having a harder time than me. I thank God that i still have parents to take care of me, that i still have a family, Thank God that i am able to go to school to study, meet new friends, go to church to learn more about him and to be able to spend time with friends and family, having to live in a country that is disaster-free and so much more. Thank you God for the everyday blessings, Amen.

And now God, i pray that you will help the others out there too. Use me to help them. I pray that the fortunate will help the unfortunate with their heart and that they will do everything they can for the best of your kingdom father Lord. Pray that everything we do, let it all be done for you, in remembrance of what you did for us. Pray that one day, every knee will bow and know that you are Lord of most high and that you are the only one we serve. Amen.

What i think about you? *if you're reading this*

Hate is a very big word and i'm not gonna use it. You will always continue to be my best friend eventhough i know how much you hate me right now. It's fine, i won't keep it at heart no more. I told myself to let you go and that's that.

The words i wanted to tell you will always be in my heart. That one day when i said i'm gonna tell it to you, let it pass, for that one day will never come. You'll always love someone else more than me. I know it. But one question to ask yourself. Did you regret knowing me? Am i that annoying to you? Speak from heart, be honest.

Come to think of it, our friendship lasted for a really really long time. I remember you used to come over to play badminton with my brothers and me, hang out with one another and in camps, we pretty much ended up in the same group so mostly i would talk to you more cause there is no one else i knew better. But after whatever that happened between us, i guess losing you is one of my biggest lost. You were my one and only closest guy friend before i got close to the others. But i guess things happen for a reason right?

I know that God has given me everything and has blessed me every single day of my life. I believe that there is always something good behind everything and i know that you still care about me. I think so, or maybe not. Who knows.

You know what? Whenever i text you and i don't get a reply back, i always think positive. I always think that "ohhh, maybe he didn't bring his phone out? or "maybe he's busy? He'll reply later." or "I think he doesn't have credit la". But when i found out that even when i wall post you, you don't seem to reply no more. That made me really pissed off. Then again, that started the whole idea of the fight on Facebook kind of thing. If you didn't notice almost every post i wrote was about you. The pissed off once perhaps.

You don't make my day no more, but you'll always be on my mind. Like how are you doing? missing you alot and stuff. And i guess, i won't be texting nor calling nor talking to you no more. We'll just have to let God decide on that. I'll be willing to wait for you to talk to me, but thats just if you'd want to. If no, maybe in a few years time huh? /: But I'll.Love.You.Buddy. Forever and always.

And even if i don't smile no more, deep down inside, i'll still try to smile even if it is hard to do so nowadays. I'll focus more on my goals now. I wish you all the best and i will continue praying that one day, everthing will go back to the way it is, when you were still my best friend. /: I'll cherish you and if you want me to say those three words to you, i would.

I do...

I guess words don't mean anything anymore huh? Action does! /:

What i want to say to you...


When two people love each other, their reason won't be because love is blind. God made love the greatest gift of all, for love is not simply given to others but is given with our heart. Love is not forced to be given, they are given freely because you love them. When you tell someone that you love him/her you really meant it from the bottom of your heart. It really means the world to you too when the person feels the same way about you, for if it is the right person, he/she is the one you will love for a lifetime.

I dislike people who tell you that he/she loves you but leaves you once he/she met someone else. Love is not a game. You will only meet your one and only true love in your life. Just like how the wind only blows in one direction. When the wind passes you by, he/she will never return to the place he/she came. Love is a wondeful feeling and is never to be played on. If you don't really love the person, don't use the word love then. Use like. I like you, but if you truely love him/her, make it last forever.

Cofffee is not bitter when it is made by the person who truely loves you-

-writingwithlove-larissa.

How much do i love you you ask?
1. I love you more than i am ready to say.
2. I love you more than how much i love my phone.
3. I love you more than just telling it to you.
4. I love you more than expressing it through love songs which are not even my own words.
5. I love you more eventhough we're just friends.
6. I love you more than i hate cats. *does that make sense?*
7. I love you more than she loves you.
8. I love you more than Justin Bieber.
9. I love you more than i love yelling at my brothers. :P
10. I love you more than i text you.
11. I love you more than i love my bed and pillow.
12. I love you more than eating chocolate and ice cream.
13. I love you more than how Bella loves Edward or vice versa.
14. I love you till i would only go to Justin Biebers concert with you.
15. I love you more than drinking starbucks mocha.
16. I love you more than having to meet korean stars. *eventhough i really want to*
17. I love you till i want to go to Korea one day with you.
18. I love you till i want to go on ferris wheels and on hot air balloons with you.
19. I love you more till i can fly up in the sky. *dreams*
20. I love you more than i would like butterflies in my tummy.

ps: if you ask me do i love you this much? i do. :)

will you love me as much as i love you?

To love and to be loved is the greatest happiness of existence.

He does...

He loves you more than anyone in the world. He loves every single thing about you, no matter how big or small you are, fat or thin, tall or short, young or old, and everything different or special about you. He loves you just the way you are. (: God is amazing because he created everyone of us differently but still loves us as much as we love him. So it's your decision to take a step of faith to love him back, for he will always be there for us with arms open wide, waiting to take us back because we are his.

LOVE, like a tree,

sends it's roots down deep,

so when the storms of life abound,

and the wind of adversity blow,

it shakes and bends and goes with the flow,

but doesn't break or fall.

And during times of drought,

it drives it's roots down deeper,

so whatever comes and goes-

summer, winter, spring, or fall,

the good times and the bad-

it stands the test of all.

-Dick Innes

Definition of L.O.V.E from the bible:-

Roman 8 says that nothing can ever seperate us from the love of God.

First Corinthians 13 says that love never gives up, never fails, never loses faith, ia always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.

Ephesians 3 says that the love of Christ is so great that you will never fully understand it.

Siblings! Well, this is just what i think. :)


A sister is only fierce to her younger brother because she LOVES him. An elder brother is only fierce when both his brother and sister fight. When an elder brother doesn't take action on teaching the younger brother, the sister has to act like the mother in order for the younger brother to listen and be disciplined. When the sister goes out shopping, her brothers act like body guards, following her wherever she goes but also telling her to stop wasting too much money on CLOTHES! Heee *:) An elder brother's shoulder is to cry on for when the sister is in trouble or in pain. A younger brother is to play with eventhough he does fight with you at times and always gets his way.


Whenever you are in trouble, your siblings will always be there to back you up. Siblings are for a lifetime. They are one of the closest family members you will ever have. Siblings are more important than friends because you know you can count on them to do something and also trust them with all your heart. Siblings are not strangers, so let us not treat them like one. Stop fighting and always remember to give in to them for what is only right. For wrong things, do encourange to teach them. Don't hate your siblings for one day, when the time comes, you won't have any to play with no more. You'll be to caught up with your own family and you will only leave bad memories about your own brothers and sisters.

What made me want to open this blog?

Hi people! :) Welcome to my blog.

To be honest, i opened this blog because i wanted to share all my thoughts with everyone, to let everything out and most of all to inspire someone. I'm not really an open person in real life, so i decided to share it here. (: Secondly, a series called "Ugly Betty" inspired me to do something like this. I think it's really nice and exciting to see how you can feel and understand how someone feels about what you're trying to say here. (: So, friends, family, and maybe fans are all welcomed to read my posts. Feel free to leave comments, questions, titles/topics that i can write on and maybe thoughts of your own too. I'll do my best to try to reply whatever is written. (: Thank you.